Analysing my character I have seen various changes in me, some good while some very very bad changes, which have changed my life, the way I look at life completely.
Firstly, I have eventually turned into being an easy going person. Mind it, not casual or careless, but just easy going!. The inner me has become easy going. It just doesn't bother to moan over my humiliating past and my well to do present. It simply sets small goals and plans out ways by which they can be achieved! That's it, no big deal, just small goals which have to be achieved in my life! That doesn't really mean I do not have any aspirations or any ambitions in my life. I am highly ambitious!. But I prefer to hide them and do my job so that I do not drift away from my path to accomplish all those dreams one by one!
What's the use of being a very serious person?... No use!
Secondly: true! I am a jolly person indeed. Yet, there's a huge reason behind it! Just think about it, what's the point in being sad when you remain completely unnoticed? What's the use of confining yourself to that sorrow which gives you a lot of pain?
UTTERLY, NO USE!
I remember a saying here" it takes 4 muscles to smile but 16 muscles to frown", yes, indeed that is the principle which I now follow in my life. Smile as hard, as much as possible. Come what may, a constant smile shall be there on my face forever. Even if it does not cheer me up, it will indeed help to protect myself from the intentional, curious people from their useless questions to know the reason of my sorrow, thereby making a fuss about it! They cause a mayhem regarding our sorrow. What's the use of having such friends who just pretend to be supporting us?
FIE UPON YOU LOOSER! YOU ARE AN USELESS ENTITY ON EARTH!
I strongly believe, if a person cannot support another person, he is perhaps worthless.and believe me, I just don't care of such people as they shall be forgotten easily. They play no role in my life!
Satisfaction: what's that?.. What is it really like??.. Don't you think it to be a relative concept? well I think it to be so! With every dream achieved, aspirations multiply..and hence satisfaction runs away, miles away from us!. And what do we do?.. Chasing them like mindless athletes without even bothering to look around us once, to see what else can give us satisfaction, the feeling that we are complete, we are on the seventh heaven!
Thirdly: I am a friendly girl! Although the world is filled with hypocrites, yet I believe, it is not that hard to find some true friends, someone who is worthy to be called a friend, someone who is always there beside you and is a part of your life! Luckily, I have found such friends in my life! Yet, being friendly with hypocrites does make me sad, yet it teaches me how to handle them and teach them the various ways in which life is looked at, not only from their negative point of view!.. It gives me lessons of life!
WHAT ELSE??.. Yes, I am friendly, jolly, hope for the best and have got a positive outlook towards life. There's no point in looking back at your past with disgust and looking forward to your future with fear, but it's necessary to look at your present, feel your present, live and love your present and make it as useful and fruitful as possible!
Yeah, i am courageous. This is the one good point in me which I can proudly say. I am not afraid to face challenges. Come what may, I will face them under any circumstances!
But, after all this, I just don't know how to handle some kind of people. I cannot control my wrath, I get mindless and mechanical while trying to do any job as fast as possible. Life has taught me several times that there's no shortcut to success, yet my heart doesn't really want to accept it.
From here, I have understood that success is not just following the herd and achieve something which the herd achieves. But, it is something which you have achieved and had long desired for ! Completing and fulfilling goals is in itself a successful event!. I do enjoy every moment when I am successful!.although less, but I feel happy!
What's next: I can't tolerate people who pretend to be good, stylish, trendy etc etc etc. Com'on man, be yourself!. Atleast you will not have to remember the different ways, rules and regulations of pretending to be someone else. Acting is good but overacting can become heinous for the health!
If you would be reading this so long a description, I definitely do love you. I believe you have got that patience to become a silent listener and hence you are a supportive person! Welcome to my world buddy!!
Lastly, I think I can change the world. It's not a one man job or a job which can be completed in a fortnight!. Yet, when I have an initiative to change the world, I am sure, it will atleast make some difference to the society. I believe the society, the world needs a little love to get better. What's the harm in spreading a little love and making your society trust on you?
I think there's no harm in doing this
Can I change the world?... Well..when there is a will, there is a way! And if I have a will, there will have to be a way to change it!.. If not change it, atleast be a pioneer of its change...
Friends..come join me if you wish to. That's because UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL!
We all can do this, we all can change ourselves and the society around us.
Why not do it then??
That's me, Ankita Thakur!
Flamboyant :)
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